Friday, May 15, 2015

Follow Me

Follow Me
John 21:1-25

AFTER THIS, Jesus let Himself be seen and revealed [Himself] again to the disciples, at the Sea of Tiberias. And He did it in this way: There were together Simon Peter, and Thomas, called the Twin, and Nathanael from Cana of Galilee, also the sons of Zebedee, (James & John) and two others of His disciples. Simon Peter said to them, I am going fishing! They said to him, And we are coming with you! So they went out and got into the boat, and throughout that night they caught nothing. Morning was already breaking when Jesus came to the beach and stood there. However, the disciples did not know that it was Jesus. So Jesus said to them, Boys (children), you do not have any meat (fish), do you? [Have you caught anything to eat along with your bread?] They answered Him, No! And He said to them, Cast the net on the right side of the boat and you will find [some]. So they cast the net, and now they were not able to haul it in for such a big catch (mass, quantity) of fish [was in it]. Then the disciple whom Jesus loved said to Peter, It is the Lord! Simon Peter, hearing him say that it was the Lord, put (girded) on his upper garment (his fisherman's coat, his outer tunic)–for he was stripped [for work]–and sprang into the sea. And the other disciples came in the small boat, for they were not far from shore, only some hundred yards away, dragging the net full of fish. When they got out on land (the beach), they saw a fire of coals there and fish lying on it [cooking], and bread. Jesus said to them, Bring some of the fish which you have just caught. So Simon Peter went aboard and hauled the net to land, full of large fish, 153 of them; and [though] there were so many of them, the net was not torn. Jesus said to them, Come [and] have breakfast. But none of the disciples ventured or dared to ask Him, Who are You? because they [well] knew that it was the Lord. Jesus came and took the bread and gave it to them, and so also [with] the fish. This was now the third time that Jesus revealed Himself (appeared, was manifest) to the disciples after He had risen from the dead. When they had eaten, Jesus said to Simon Peter, Simon, son of John, do you love Me more than these [others do–with reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion, as one loves the Father]? He said to Him, Yes, Lord, You know that I love You [that I have deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend]. He said to him, Feed My lambs. Again He said to him the second time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me [with reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion, as one loves the Father]? He said to Him, Yes, Lord, You know that I love You [that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend]. He said to him, Shepherd (tend) My sheep. He said to him the third time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me [with a deep, instinctive, personal affection for Me, as for a close friend]? Peter was grieved (was saddened and hurt) that He should ask him the third time, Do you love Me? And he said to Him, Lord, You know everything; You know that I love You [that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend]. Jesus said to him, Feed My sheep. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, when you were young you girded yourself [put on your own belt or girdle] and you walked about wherever you pleased to go. But when you grow old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will put a girdle around you and carry you where you do not wish to go. He said this to indicate by what kind of death Peter would glorify God. And after this, He said to him, Follow Me! But Peter turned and saw the disciple whom Jesus loved, following–the one who also had leaned back on His breast at the supper and had said, Lord, who is it that is going to betray You? When Peter saw him, he said to Jesus, Lord, what about this man? Jesus said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? [What concern is it of yours?] You follow Me! So word went out among the brethren that this disciple was not going to die; yet Jesus did not say to him that he was not going to die, but, If I want him to stay (survive, live) till I come, what is that to you? It is this same disciple who is bearing witness to these things and who has recorded (written) them; and we [well] know that his testimony is true. And there are also many other things which Jesus did. If they should be all recorded one by one [in detail], I suppose that even the world itself could not contain (have room for) the books that would be written. (John‬ ‭21 AMP)




Monday
Jim's divorce.

John 21
There were together Simon Peter, and Thomas, called the Twin, and Nathanael from Cana of Galilee, also the sons of Zebedee, (James & John) and two others of His disciples. Simon Peter said to them, I am going fishing! They said to him, And we are coming with you! So they went out and got into the boat, and throughout that night they caught nothing. Morning was already breaking when Jesus came to the beach and stood there.

Our scripture this week finds several of the disciples out fishing.   It was shortly after their Lord was crucified and their world was turned upside down to say the least.  Not exactly a group of college grads on a vacation, but a good chance to try and figure out what's next with other men you'd grown to love and trust.  Now we don't know much about what the disciples left behind to follow Jesus, but if we may create an illustration, let's see what these men might have had to say.

James, or Jim to his closest friends, was from outside appearances a typical good man.  From a nice family. He had held a good job and attended the synagogue on a regular basis.  All the right offerings made at the right times.  And he had taken a young bride at an early age and started his own family.   Then things changed.  He listened to his brother Johnny and they started listening to a young preacher.  Then they decided to leave home and follow this man. 

Now Jim hadn't been home in over three years, but once Jesus died, he checked in with the family.  His father Zebedee wasn't proud of him right now.  His wife and taken the children and left him.  Uncommon in those days perhaps, but I can relate.  He was alone.  He felt a failure.   His family gone, a stigma hanging over him, and now his master had died?    If this wasn't the bottom, he didn't want to go there!  But on a sunny morning, after a long night with no fish and too many self condemning thoughts, the sun rises.  He looks to the sea side and see a familiar face.  And in his heart, he hears a voice softly say…. Follow me. 

Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. (John‬ ‭14‬:‭27KJV)




Tuesday
Pete's fired!
II Chronicles 15:7 But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded.

How about another fishing disciple  - I wonder if Pete might not have been thinking something like this...

Pete the Rock - yeah right.  I must have rocks in my head.  I used to be a good fisherman, and now…  (sigh).

I left my boat, my nets…  I dropped all of that to follow Jesus.  Three whirlwind years - being hated, seeing miracles, walking all over the country.  I could have worn out three pedometers.  And I loved hanging out with these guys.  Never knowing where dinner was coming from.  Whether or not there would be a roof over my head at night.  Seeing the storms come and go - I mean, I actually WALKED On Water!  Well, not too far, but I did.  I know I did.  But then… He was crucified?  I wanted to save Him. I wanted to be there for him.  But I denied Him.  And all they did to Him…. And then the tomb was empty….  And now, I can't even fish right.  I bring all the guys out here and promise them a good time, and all we get is water in the nets.  I have no breakfast to feed them.  I have no fish to sell.  I have no idea where to look or what to do next.  ….  Wait.   Who is that standing on the beach over there?  Do what?  Other side of the boat?  Like that will make a difference…  but - wait, I can’t even lift this.  Help me out guys… LOOK at the fish!!!  who…  Is it really... 

"It's the Lord".

I must go to Him….  I still want to follow Him!

Psalm 37:4 - Delight thyself in the Lord, and He will grant you the desires of your heart. 



Wednesday
Prodigal Nate. 

Luke 15:24
… for this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, but now he's found. 

How about another fishing disciple  - I wonder if this could have been Nathaniel's story?

Nate had been a troubled young man.  He had gone through a severe period of rebellion, not unlike the younger son in Jesus parable.    He had run away from home.  He had experimented with every unclean thing one could think of.  Women, men, drugs, alcohol, cheating, stealing, even eating ham.  He had thought it a big fun time until he hit bottom.  He ultimately found himself with no friends, no money, no home, almost no clothes.  Hung over and bleary eyed, he listened to a neighbor named Phillip sing the praises of some guy from Nazareth.  He had nothing better to do then listen about Jesus.  Didn't really believe it all, but Jesus words were surprising, and the promise of company and maybe a steady diet pulled Nate up and changed his world. 

Being with Jesus and the disciples for the last few years had been amazing, but now it was over.  The hole in his gut was as big as the Jerusalem sky at night.  Nate was afraid he would soon find himself in another gutter - Alone, hungry, and without a compass.  He looked to the shore thinking about how much he missed Jesus and how badly he needed a direction.  He saw the silhouette of a man and  his heart heard Jesus voice calling "follow me".    



Thursday
Johnny's wife.

Just then a woman who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years came up behind him and touched the edge of his cloak. She said to herself, “If I only touch his cloak, I will be healed.” Jesus turned and saw her. “Take heart, daughter,” he said, “your faith has healed you.” And the woman was healed at that moment. (Matthew‬ ‭9‬:‭20-22NIV)

Johnny spent most of the fishing night sitting in the back of the boat, listening to the gentle waves slapping the side.  So much had happened on the last few years.  He thought back to the first time he learned his wife was sick.  The bleeding disease. They had endured it for years, with her spending much of her time at her parents where her mom cared for her, while Johnny fished to earn a living.  Then about four years ago he met another John, this one a weird looking baptist.  His message drew Johnny from the sea often to hear him preach.  And then… Jesus.  And a chance to maybe be a part of something bigger than himself.  Bigger than his illness-filled family.  Bigger than…. 

So Johnny left his family and hit the road with Jesus and his friends.  So much happened.   The biggest moment seemed to be the one where his wife came to see Jesus and the disciples pass by.  He still couldn't believe her faith, and his failure.  She knew Jesus could, would heal her.  It never crossed Johnny's mind.  But she reached out and touched Jesus.  And Jesus felt her healing.  And that was the moment he truly committed to following Jesus.  

Suddenly, his concentration was broken as he realized the guys had finally caught a huge mess of fish.  He looked toward the shore and could not hold back the words jumping from his heart with joy.  "It's the Lord."   And I will still follow Him.  



Friday
Lonesome Thom. 

John 20:
24 Now Thomas, called the Twin, one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. 25 The other disciples therefore said to him, “We have seen the Lord.”
So he said to them, “Unless I see in His hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and put my hand into His side, I will not believe.”
26 And after eight days His disciples were again inside, and Thomas with them. Jesus came, the doors being shut, and stood in the midst, and said, “Peace to you!” 27 Then He said to Thomas, “Reach your finger here, and look at My hands; and reach your hand here, and put it into My side. Do not be unbelieving, but believing.”
28 And Thomas answered and said to Him, “My Lord and my God!”

Thom had been in and out of groups all his life, but he'd never been part of anything like the brotherhood he had with the other men on this boat, and his Lord Jesus.  He'd certainly had his moments of social awkwardness.  Speaking out of his willingness to die with Jesus, and seeing Lazarus healed instead.  Even blurting out (to Jesus Himself no less) that he didn't know where Jesus was going, so how could he know the way.   Thom smiled thinking about the blessing their small group received when Jesus had gently explained.  Without even making Thom feel bad. 

But Thom fell away when it all went to…. right after the…. After Jesus….   A tear wet his cheek, and the soft sea breeze wiped it away.  He remembered his feelings.  The loss.  The emptiness.  The sadness.  The loneliness.  And then, when he pulled together every bit of strength he had, and walked into that upper room only to hear he had missed his Lord.   It was almost too much.   But Jesus loved him so much, or at least that's how Thom thought about it, that He came back to them there a second time just to see me.   Now I know I'll follow Him. 

Suddenly drawn from his reverie by a splash, he smiles and watches Pete swimming towards the shore.  Joyfully grabbing an oar to help take the fish laden boat in, Thom smiles and hums to himself the old Bill Gaither song…

Oh, this old ship's been through battles before
Storms and tempests and rocks on the shore
Tho' the hull may be battered, 
Inside it's safe and dry
It will carry its cargo to the port in the sky.

Let the anthems ring out, Songs of victory swell
For the Church triumphant is alive and well.